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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 yesterday's post- crappy mood; i dunno what got into me but i just dun feel right. its the feeling of when small little thing can trigger your emotion and make u feel like being a brat all day long. but u know what, i just dun like ppl comment abt the stuff i bought, especially my clothes, and say very ugly leh. that's my mum. okay, actually that's not the point, the top that i bought just now had a small little hole at the back and i have to go back and exchange, and i hate to go back to a shop to exchange stuff or complain abt whatever shit lar. and this remind me that i have to go do smtg to my router. that thing is spoilt for a month alr and i'm lazy to bring it back to the shop or even call the person, i just dun like, like i'm not the one that spoilt it, or in another word i'm just plain lazy. and the other problematic mechanism, is my mp3. fuck, now it can't connect to my apple ibook. and such coincidence that creative is suing apple that it can't work. hah. anyway, i'm venting my frustration out now lar. so bear with me. just now ql and ser came to my hse and my mum talk a lot of crap to them lar, i mean, haha, now she even wanna preach my friends when she can't get enough of preaching me. oh well, i dun even know i'm her daughter not, our thinking is so damn different, not just thinking, personality, character, habit or whatever shit. haha, they're talking abt wedding stuff, never in the world am i going to have a wedding ceremony, they want to organize one is their prob, i'm not going to attend a wedding ceremony that 70% of the ppl i dun even know. i hate all these stuff. and spare me those traditional stuff too... still got what? oh yar, and those premarital sex thingy and being a virgin. she's been preaching these stuff since i'm three? hahahaha. i dun agree with her, that its for ur own good ah, men always want their wife to be virgin, and next time if quarrel with husband u still have ur "gold card", fuck, what kind of teaching is this. i believe i live for my own, tell the man go eat shit if they care so much abt this lar. my god, what century is this, plss... i mean okay, whether its premarital sex or virgin, u stick to it cos u respect yourself not because of men. i want to get married at 21 and i'm not kidding, i dun want my kids to have huge age gaps with me too. like by the time i'm 40 i won't have to care abt my kids and all alr, and can enjoy life. hah. okay, enough of marriage and sex and mums. hah. tmr i'm going to start work. at my uncle's store. easy money. just helping out a little, the thing gd to work for relative is u can decide ur own schedule. hah, flexiable timing too. and nobody can boss u ard. its the booth in front of crown's starbucks. selling flowers lar. and its near tommy, so i can be near to dear everyday... :D celebrated our six months yesterday. so happy. time passes so fast...  {11:48:00 pm}
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fuck! i hate my computer, i hate my ibook, i hate the router, i hate my mp3. i hate everything thing that is electronic. my router offcially declined death on me.... so now? i cannot use my mac! its like rubbish to me now, and none of my neighbour are turning their wireless on. and just when i want to transfer that entry that i wrote but not post up due to connection problem(again) yesterday, i realize 1) my mp3 is spoiled, thus, i cannot transfer. 2) i dun have a thumbdrive, thus i cannot transfer 3) my mac cannot rewrite cd, thus, i have to look for an empty disc 4)i can't find an empty cd, thus i cannot transfer. i'm so screwed up. after a day at work. and its fucking hot there. and now what, my idiot dad changed idea and decide to give my an empty disc. damn chidish lar him... ......... just i want to press the publish post button just now, this computer tell me there's no connection suddenly... luckily i restart it and its alright now... spare me pls.... {11:46:00 pm}
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006 PICS!! here's some pics of friday's sleepover and saturday's beaching session.  me and ql!! we look alike here right?? but my face damn flat.  our ham and egg and noodle and prawn sandwich!!  ql, just woke up.       the pinkos.  they fill my life with colours ! :D {12:45:00 am}
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Saturday, May 27, 2006 exhausted; just returned from the beach. and shopping. am extreme tired. but, i'm so happy. fri afternoon meet the bestfriend for some shopping while waiting for ser and laolao to come down to town after sch. 4 women = very noisy ahahhhahahahas. somemore yesterday was the first day of gss. super crowded lar. anyw, ql decided to come my hse stayover and hence, we turned my room upsidedown. and supper was ham, egg and noodle sandwich. yar, we are very lame. i think we slept at 2 30, and woke up like 8 30? haha. and ser was super late. by the time she and laolao reach my hse was alr 10 plus. and those women was like playing with my wardrobe... hahha... finally left my hse at 11 30. reach sentosa at ard 12 30. fool ard in the sea and tanned for a few hrs. den head down to marina square for billy bomber ! damn full after eating. shop ard and they bought a lot of stuff. and i survived. hahahahaha. i did not buy any stuff k. am not going to commit any sin this gss. :D {11:18:00 pm}
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Thursday, May 25, 2006 haven been writing for one week... am ultra bored lar. last fri went out with dear, sat went k box with ql and zm, sun went grandma's hse, mon and tues at home, and yesterday was out with the boyfriend. :)) and went temasek poly, cos wanna give ser a surprise, haha... she's selling pretzel what. almost can't find her. haha. anyw, me and dear went tampines mall watch da vinci's code after that. its a nice show lar. but not my cup of tea. i mean apart from the codes and clues stuff that i never liked, the entire show was a very marketing show, and after all it does place the name of leonardo on the title eh? i mean okay, i watched this show was because of leonardo and what the damn hell the world is criticizing abt it. haha. seriously, i was clueless until the part where they show and explain the "new concept" of the last supper. i'm not a christian but i'm certainly am against their explaination. ( one of the reason was cos i studied art history last term). look at the painting again.  the last supper, was a scene that pictured Jesus announcing that one of his 12 disciples would betray him. the so called Mary Magdalene beside Jesus was actually John, one of his youngest disciple. John, in other works of Leonardo, was also pictured as a boyish or feminine looking figure with long fair hair. this was because John was supposed to have been the youngest and most unquestioningly devoted of all. hence, if that figure was really Mary Magalene, then where is the 12th disciple, that was supposed to be there? in the film, its believed that Leonardo belongs to the Priory of Sion, some secret society that protect the royal bloodline, haha, i really admire ppl that can come out with such theory(its not dan brown that came out with that), but really, there's enough agruemeet abt the existence of the Priory of Sion in this century alr. but anyw, i still love the painting a lot. unlike other paintings, this was done on a wall and could not be moved, much repairation was done to it these 500 plus yrs cos there's a lot of damage to it. imagine. Leonardo was simply a genius, in term of the arts, science or whatever shit. imagine, he's a architect, anatomist, sculptor, engineer, inventor, geometer, musician, futurist and painter. but too bad he's a gay. i simply dun understand why great guys are always gay. haha. but he really made the renaissance period a beauty. know why i call him Leonardo instead of Da Vinci?? cos Da Vinci's not his surname, which ppl often mistaken that. his full name, Leonardo di ser Piero da Vinci, simply means "Leonardo, son of Piero, from Vinci". (Vinci was his hometown). cool right?? i guess i babbled too much. i can continue talking abt the stuff i like, haha. art history is amazing. :)) {4:15:00 pm}
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Thursday, May 18, 2006 bored; yee yur, i'm so bored. and ppl ard me are like all so busy. hahaha. yesterday went to ang mo kio with dear. first to his grandma's hse. then to his friend's hse to borrow dvd player. then today morning went stadium with mum, sis and dad. cos i'm training my sis for her 1.6km ahahaha. she very last min loh. that little brat is very difficult to train. i never want to teach her anything again. anyw, went home, bathe, then sleep again. till 1pm. haha. what a slack life. i'm becoming a pig alr. {11:39:00 pm}
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Monday, May 15, 2006 been doing tons of reading the past couple of days. well, its ages since i read like what i just did. its call obsession reading. hahaha... i love to read a book and won't stop until i finish reading it. the feeling is actually quite great. especially when the ending is very unexpected and am so touched by it and you know, have that conclusion that "this is life". my obsession for chinese novels started back in secondary two, i guess. when everyone ard me are reading english novels, but i just love chinese ones. as time past, i developed speed reading for it. especially for the top to bottom, right to left ones. ok, not that fast but faster then the speed i used to read books. some ppl thinks that chinese novels are draggy and boring, but i dun think so. i especially loves love novels, it always give this very pretty scene. very different from english books, and the emotion is always rich. but well, i admit most of them are unrealistic. finished two books in two days. on average 5hrs per book. the first one was the second time i read it.  its abt childhood and destiny. i esp love this book, one of my all time fav. read it abt 2 and a half yrs ago. there's this boy and this girl in the story. they're taught by the same piano teacher. the girl came from a well off family and was very talented in music. in the other hand, the boy was once in a rich family too, but a day before his 4 yrs old birthday, his parents got killed in a car accident, and his uncle brought him up after that. end up actually his parents are in huge debt and all their property were sold off. one day the piano teacher discovered him and found out his actually a genius in music. so the piano teacher taught him for free as his uncle was poor and reluntant to let him learn. so both the boy and girl met thru the class and became childhood sweetheart. when they were 8 yrs old they took part in this piano competition that the winner will win a scholarship at london royal academy of music. of course the boy was very eager to win as this is a very rare chance and to him, a last chance, as his uncle will not let him learn piano any more if he lost this competition. anyw, the girl performed very well and therefore, the boy was even more nervous, the first part he played very well, but just at that moment, a drop of sweat dripped on his eyelash and blurred his vision. thus, he can't control the keys and the second part was a mess. since then, his life and piano was never placed tgt again. in the end, the girl won the competition. she was very sad as she hope the boy would win cos her parents have the ability to send her to london whether she won a not. and since then, the both of them never meet again, until, one day sixteen years later. and the story continue. the boy actually hated the girl and piano these 16 yrs, he hate his destiny. he never reply any of the letter the girl send him. but after they met again he realised he still love her. the girl also realised she still treasured the feeling, but she alr have a very great bf. the story actually was very complicated lar. but they did not end up tgt. hah. but its a very nice story. it make us realise destiny, every little thing that happen in our life will change our destiny.  this is the second book. i bought it quite long ago but never have the chance to read. this story is much more realistic... and very sweet... its abt a girl and a boy, that was classmate when they are 16. then one day, the boy's bestfriend paid him to follow the girl home everyday after sch. (as his friend had a crush on her) but the girl realised it and followed him home for a few days instead. and after that she realised she had a crush on the boy. and she played a game with him. she will give him three chances to solve a question, he must give his ans at the end of everyday, at the end of three days, if he still couldn't ans correctly then he must stead with her. the ques is "egg came out first or chicken came out first"... so cute right? she made use of this and have dates with him for three days. end up he didn't ans correctly and they are tgt. there's a lot of story in between. but in the end, six yrs later, they went for a holiday at phuket, but sadly, the tsunami came while the girl was swimming. of course end up the girl die... and the guy tried very hard and end up became a pilot. cos when they are tgt, the girl always ask the guy to become a pilot cos her dream is to become an air stewardess. its very very sad in the end but very touching. but last chpt kindda unrealistic... anyw, gd story... gonna start reading another book later... ((: {7:53:00 pm}
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Sunday, May 14, 2006 just return from morning jog with dear... am sleepy now... haha but i love jogging ! recapps, finally went out of toa payoh on fri, like after 11 days... hah. meet ql at 2pm. went towning... nothing much but at least i step into town. ahahhaha. we ate fish and chips at taka B2; beer bathered fish and potato salad. the funny thing was, it seems like everybody near us start ordering the potato salad after we ordered. anyw, she have to go off at six for her rocmoc stuff, thus, i went city hall to meet zm. and she's late... haha. and i went walk walk ard first. bought a voodo doll bikini, which is on 70% off. damn cheap, and pretty too... she arrived at 6 40 i guess. and we had dinner at coffee club ! baked chicken macaroni, rambutan shake and some brownie with ice cream stuff. and i helped her draw her hands... her project to teach young kids how to wash hands lar... hahaha... went shopping ard city link till all the shop closes den we went home... saturday, out with dear. piggy me slept till eleven plus. met and when marina square. and dear treat me billy bomber... its a nice restaurant though... we had a rib set and cookies and cream shake... yummy. simply love it.   the funny thing was we were debating how old and whether the waitress was schooling a not, end up he asked her when she's clearing our plates and guess what? she said she's waiting for school start and her sch? lasalle-sia. ahahhahaha. that's funny and he guessed correctly... hmm... then we went to walk ard. from marina square to millennium walk, then to suntec and back to city hall. and played at the games area at suntec, those type of machine that we used to play when we were young, forgotten what it's called but it's those type that we insert $1 and try to clutch for a soft toy. though we didn't manage to get one in the end... but it was fun... :)) {11:30:00 am}
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Thursday, May 11, 2006 new blogskin ((: i think this is the best blogskin i ever made. simply love it. i love gemma ward, i love jessica stam, i love daria werbowy. haha. all are pretty pretty faces. and i love looking at their gorgeous editorial shots and runway pics. totally cool.   jessica stam campaigning for bcbgmaxazria.   jessica stam on runway   daria werbowy ! she's my all time fav, i think she's a very all rounded model cos she can do a perfect runway walk, look gorgeous on the runway and on photo. i mean, she campaigned for tons of ad, be it prada, gucci, chanel, zara... and the list goes on... and yup, she 's the on that's on my previous blogskin but too bad i can't find much of her editorial shots.     gemma ward. i can't say she have the prettiest face but she definately have the most unique one. i just love her look. she have this very "pixie" and out of dimension look. like someone living out of our era. another thing is she look a bit chinese, those not angmo-ish look. all her editorial shots are damn cool, she really look good in them. but on runway i think she's okay only. i love the pic that she's in alexander mcqeen dress, simply beautiful. ok, enough of all the pretty faces... lets go back on track. i'm so bored. and so sad... haix... now i understand why my horoscope said this:"She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all." haha. now i know its true. then i read her blog and i cried again. pretty stupid of me. but it makes me fear that i might lose him someday, not break up but in anyway, i fear that i might go crazy. hah. dun mind me, this is the nature of pisces. {4:24:00 pm}
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Sunday, May 07, 2006 well, not been blogging for a week. i guess its cos i'm just too bored ! yee yur, rotting rotting rotting. mon- meet up ser and ql ! its ages since the three of us are free on the same day. ahahahaha. walk ard town, took neo prints, bought the yellow braun buffel wallet !(belated pressie from them ((: ) and also bought a chanel rouge allure for mum's mother's day pressie. then meet up dear after his work and we have dinner tgt. tues- rot at home. wed- whole day spent with dear... :D <3 <3 thurs- acc him before he went for work. baked chocolate chips cookies and potato gratin in the afternoon. the gratin turn out too salty till my mum threw it away. :(( so sad...   my cookies ! fri- wanted to go for swimming and jogging in the morning. end up the moment i step out of my block, it started raining. was in a bad bad mood. went to look for dear instead. went home after he went to work, slept from 2 30 to 5 30pm. baked raisins cookies after i woke up. cleared up, mopped the whole house. watch tv. sat- went swimming at 1pm. swimming pool miraclely was not crowded, due to election day i guess. 16.19mins for 10 laps. not bad lar, since i damn long never really swim le. must train back my 15 mins ! haha. meet up mum and sis for lunch at crystal jade, then went walk walk ard and went home. slept from 4 30 to 7 30pm. i guess i'm becoming a pig. today- went morning jog with dear at the stadium, lousy me only ran 5 laps instead of 6. well, my stamina damn jialat nowadays. due to lack of training. i want my 12 mins plus for 2.4 back ! gonna train hard for it. anyw, went mac for breakfast. then walked home and slacked at the rooftop garden. slept from 12 30 to 03 00pm. haha. went ntuc with mum and sis to shop for ingredient after i woke up. made the supposedly italian cheesecake cookies. end up i think its just a chaota-on-top-and-sour-and-not-that-cheesy CHEESECAKE. oh well. hahaa.   {11:59:00 pm}
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